i've been thinking about my life alot recently, past, present and the possible future.i've been off depression without d aid of any medication for awhile now n im glad, ironically, i feel depressed about nt being depressed cos i dun feel anymore, maybe i do, bt nt as intensely as wen i am.
sadly, insomnia has never given up on me, always sticking around to make sure i dont sleep, well this is exactly why i am still writing all these shit which i dun even sure what im talking about, i just blabber on wz d pacemaker of my mind.which as funny as i tot it might be, there's actually nothing in my mind....its a blank black piece of paper....
i wanna sleep ! .... bt i cant , my mind is running bt its nothing.... i wanna sleep ! god !
p:s _ read this only wen u r "whom it may concern" i know it has been really tiring physically basically waking up as early as 645am for work n only "allowed" to sleep only usually after 1am, i guess i will zonked out by 9pm if it was me, i just wanted to let u know that i really appreciate it n im so sorry cos u just haf to bear with it cos i cant help it ! :P