my dear frd thomas wrote me this....hw sweet...lovely ^_^ You promise your smile and Everything Hang in my head that cannot be erased The Sea and Wind n the Sky Prick the memories once afresh
In life of this or of next I'll be with you once again You may be gone yet i know it wont be long
went 2 bed only at 8am tis morn, guess dat im nt young anymore,somehow both mentally n physically, im worn out ~totally~....i wonder if its due 2 d stress im crashed on...thr's just tis surge of waves surging tru my whole empty shell(dats wat i feel like )n stuck at d tip of my head-stress level-definately highits like a time bomb, exploding any moment...(well i do hope it does)im so trapped in tis horrid decaying shell....wats stressing me??? ans=infinity? i isolate myself, i run n i hide...usually its just escaping bt it haunts me like a vengeful ghost****HELP****